Do you pull me up just to push me down?

With life, we have to take the good with the bad.

There are GREAT moments. There are TERRIBLE moments.

I guess that's what makes life so interesting. 

I think we all have the same story line, just told in a different way.

 And it all comes down to choices and the lessons learned.

 

Like everybody else, 

I get in these ruts. These...funks. However, I am having a hard time shaking it off and snapping out of it.

 

It's one of those things when something traumatizing happens to you, your feelings, or whatever...and it becomes really hard to compose yourself again.

 

You feel broken, shattered, smashed, crushed into a thousand pieces.

It's like, feeling like you are queen and then all of a sudden your crown is broken.

You are high on a pedestal only for it to be kicked out from under you. 

And you beat yourself up over it. As if it was your fault. 

I hate feeling this way. I wish it would go away...so I can move on with my life.

These two songs can put it in perspective on how I am feeling...

"LOST" by Gorilla Zoe

"Beautiful" by Eminem